sonnet of the midnight

slowly
i sneak my fingers 
inside my head
and 
tickle my brain

a
crazy laugh
escapes me

the clock strikes midnight
i strike back my clock
time stops

i look down
the world is far below
i climb higher 

halodhiya

ekhon 
halodhiya potaka 
mur mon

tumi bahi bojuwa
duporiyar xure xure

dhowa dhowa xur bure
muk meriyai dhore

tumar
xeujiya xur
neela xur
aru moi!
eiya eta mayabi duporiya
hothate mon mur
mayur pakhi

abeli
mayur pakhi mur'ot guji
tumi ubhoti juwa

halodhiya potaka khon
ure raati
bothahot uri thake
sinaki bahi'r xur bisari

hope

in this vacuum
no word exists.
only
lacklustre despair swims together
with scared, knocked down memories
in the ocean of hope

happy

I want to listen to all the happy songs of the world
Now, all at once
All of them rolled into a narrow joint
And smoked out into the thin air

And I want to breath in that foul thin air
Again and again
All at once, together

the journey

when it rains like this
i often wonder
how it would be
if i go out in the rain
and never come back!