reasons for insomnia

sometime
you refuse to go to sleep

its so easy
to close your eyes to the world
but
you
refuse to go to sleep

you 
refuse to wake up to a morning of bullshit
you refuse to have your morning coffee of despair
you refuse to walk through a afternoon of lies

that friend
who is so stupid that she believed in all the lies
she calls you up in the evening
in memory of the bygone days
you refuse to burn again in memories of innocence

the news channel..
you pay for it
yet it fetches news you do not want to hear
every evening it tells you of rape and bribe and inflation
you refuse to hear the same news, once again

your mother calls you every night
she does not tell you how much she misses you
yet you know, how she yearns for you
but the job you hate keeps you apart
you refuse to hear the pain in your mother's voice every night
you refuse to hear the tolerance in your father's silence every night

you do not want
another such day to begin
so
sometime
you
refuse to go to sleep at night